My dear sweet Baby, I will miss you forever, the way you held my finger wrapped around in your claws like a baby,
 I will miss you every day and every night, you were always snuggled up to me when I woke in the morning, and you always came when I called you, you were my special lady,my child, my baby, I love and miss you so much and always will

March 4th 2017 - my first day without you the pain I feel is unbearable.
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Update 25th September 2017
I still miss you so much my dear sweet Baby girl, 
 although your daughter is becoming more like you every day, 
no one will ever take your place my special fur baby, 
I will love and miss you forever, the pain is still real and there are so many things I wish I could have done, 
but God has taken you to be one of his children, but God has broken my heart.
Today again I feel the awful pain of losing you my little girl, I am crying now and will always miss you my special litttle girl, who held my hand, loved me I am so sorry baby, I hope one day we will be together again I will always love you xxx
October 11th 2017
When I got you, a scraggy little Ragdoll,  but you were always my "baby"  from the first day you arrived
you landed in my lap in September 2014........ a kitten that no breeder wanted but we had such special love for each other
the beginning of a love affair..... and now the pain of losing you is almost unbearable, my beautiful little girl, who no breeder wanted, but I loved you, and you loved me, and still I miss you my baby girl, its so painful and so not fair to lose you so soon, I will always love and miss you, and your daughter and grand daughter will live on but they are not you..... oh how I miss you my baby girl, bred by people who did not care.......... my baby, my 3rd child, my daughter xxxxxxxx

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, 

that pet goes to the "Rainbow Bridge" 

There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together.

There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, 

and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor.

Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again,

 just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.

The animals are happy and content, 

except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, 

who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance.

His bright eyes are intent. 

His eager body quivers.

Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, 

his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, 

you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again.

The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, 

and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, 

so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....

My dear little Mindy so pregnant with your final litter, you fell and massive internal injury we tried but we lost you and your babies so very sad my sweet little Mindy, used to pee in the shower but so sweet and always head bunting everyone, we have your children Squeak and Honey, but you my darling is gone now forever from my touch; such a shock 5th May 2018.

21.2.19 Toya such a dear little girl we lost so beautiful and gentle, we have your daughter but we no longer have you, so very sad that you never told me you were ill until it was too late - gone from my bed, my touch my love forever to you babies we have loved and lost  

28th September 2020 My dear little J-Lo, I am still in shock at finding you, such a dear sweet little girl who we will all deeply miss, you are at peace and we will see you again at the Rainbow Bridge one day, with so many tears my darling, I'm still reeling in shock and pain at losing you xxxxx 22.10.20.

I light your candles every week and the sun,moon and stars shine on your shrine forever.